Can you help me?

Hi goodday Sir,For many years i experienced much grief, many loved ones died.Lost a lot financially, kids and me attacked by unseen forces and visible forces too. Authority being unfair. Three motor engines blew up when i met my deeply loved ex. I could write a book about it. My brother leaving our family, my father lost his business, and house. A whole lot of shit. My ex went in psychiatry. The positiv3 things are: parents still 26alive and together, living closer to me, my dear friend and i started our own school which is absolutely great… could you please help the shit to leave me and my love to at least communicate openly with me about what happened to him